The ones we love forgot to love us back [entries|friends|calendar] Amypride269 [ userinfo | livejournal userinfo ] [ calendar | livejournal calendar ]

[04 May 2005|08:44pm] ...this is the hardest thing I've ever had to do...and I wouldn't be able to do it with you...Thanks a million!... post comment

[03 May 2005|07:18pm] ( ...prom dress... ) 7 comments|post comment

[01 May 2005|07:59pm] [ mood | indescribable ] ( ...stole this from kelsey's lj... ) 7 comments|post comment

[28 Apr 2005|09:09pm] [ mood | Amazing ] [ music | Lifehouse -- "You and Me" ] I want to wait for you...don't get me wrong...I don't want to wait though and grow more attached and then you realize I'm not for you...I can't do that...I wish you could just tell me now...I think about you 24/7 but I wonder if you do too...I want you to know that I'll be there for you no matter what...I want you to know that today was amazing I want you to know I haven't felt this good in what seems like forever post comment

[27 Apr 2005|07:44pm] I am tired of competing with you...I am done with it....I can only be who I am...thats all I can do... post comment

[25 Apr 2005|08:31pm] [ mood | decent ] [ music | "You and Me" -- Lifehouse ]  "i was thinking about time driving home like 20 school days from now we are going to be like that was fast...like the here and now is what is so slow but as a whole it moves faster then we all could possibly wish" ...so true...i want to be out of school so bad but I know once I am I will miss it like whoa!...school and work today went decent...Kristin came to visit me to buy skim(fat-free) milk...made me happy...everything is coming to a close but i feel like i have so much to accomplish in the next 20 days...we all do... 2 comments|post comment

[24 Apr 2005|03:44pm] I was young but I wasn't naive I watched helpless as he turned around to leave And still I have the pain I have to carry A past so deep that even you could not bury if you tried After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go I would fall asleep Only in hopes of dreaming That everything would be like is was before But nights like this it seems are slowly fleeting They disappear as reality is crashing to the floor After all this time I never thought we'd be here Never thought we'd be here When my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me died when I let you go After all this time Would you ever wanna leave it Maybe you could not believe it That my love for you was blind But I couldn't make you see it Couldn't make you see it That I loved you more than you will ever know A part of me died when I let you go And I loved you more than you'll ever know A part of me dies when I let you go post comment

Posted Sept. 29, 2004... [23 Apr 2005|11:41pm] [ mood | sleepy ] And then, there's you...the one I've like since hmm, 2nd semster of last year...your the one I truely want...no one knows who you are and its best to keep it like that...things spread fast...but i wish i could tell you...i can feel from you sometimes that you feel the same way...I wish i knew for sure if you feel it too everyonce in awhile... *Will you go to prom with me? Why is that such a hard question to ask you?* post comment

Because I am bored... [23 Apr 2005|04:28pm] [ mood | contemplative ] ( ...from Kris who got it from ML... ) 2 comments|post comment

[05 Apr 2005|03:40pm] [ mood | satisfied ] I want someone I can call up at anytime and just be like lets go for a walk in the park or lets go have a snowball fight... I want someone that I can be myself around... I want someone that I don't have to hide anything from... I want someone that never gets tired of that late nite call just to say hi... I want someone that I think of last at night and first thing in the morning... I want someone that isn't perfect but is perfect to me... I want someone that I can sit and talk to for hours, never running out of things to say... I want someone that wants me as bad as I want them... I want someone... 9 comments|post comment

[22 Mar 2005|04:05pm] ...I believed you...I thought you had changed...I wanted to believe that...I tried to get everyone else to believe it too...I fought for you to some extent...I believed there was a good side to you...I still do...give me a call when you find that side of you... 5 comments|post comment

[17 Mar 2005|08:00pm] [ mood | crappy ] I am sorry it upsets you but why can't I be myself...why can't I like what I like and not like what I don't like...I don't think I am making any senses but I'm am tired of having to be someone I am not...I wanna be me but I can't be that either post comment

[07 Mar 2005|05:45pm] And god only knows all the places ive been But i love this life that i'm living in I wont look back to regret yesterday Were not handed tomorrow so i'll live for today Another day and yet anothers done spending a life living with in the past I'll take the chance before the chance has gone You never know when it'll be your last 2 comments|post comment

St. Patrick Day Party [06 Mar 2005|09:34pm] [ mood | chipper ] amypride269: we should have a st.patricks day party...and we could drink green milk and look for lepurchans Tropicbreez23: hahahaha you're too much amypride269: no seriously...we did that in elementary school and me and mandi would do it at her house...look for lepurchans that is...and save evidence we found in a box and we thought the chruch was haunted so we would search it for the ghost...haha...no we are so having a st. patricks day party! amypride269: oh yes Tropicbreez23: haha...absolutely not, i'm not doing anything that reminds you of mandi amypride269: damn it...yes we are it also remembers me of the lepurchans in the woods at yellow springs...they were really there and had little houses! Tropicbreez23: *shakes head* amypride269: i'm excited amypride269: we are going to have a party! Tropicbreez23: you're insane amypride269: i know... Tropicbreez23: lol amypride269: so are we going to have a party? Tropicbreez23: not for st patricks day amypride269: damn it Tropicbreez23: haha amypride269: i'm sad now Tropicbreez23: unless it involves a lot of drinking...which is how the irish do it Tropicbreez23: haha amypride269: drinking of green milk...yes! Tropicbreez23: I can't drink milk. so that's a no go amypride269: yeah if that is all you eat or drink...hey we'll make green diet soda...somehow Tropicbreez23: haha Tropicbreez23: What day of the week is st patricks day? amypride269: thursday...but we will have it on the weekend...because i have to work Tropicbreez23: We aren't having a st patrick's day party! amypride269: MEH! Tropicbreez23: haha 4 comments|post comment

[27 Feb 2005|10:26am] [ mood | crushed ] I only update when I'm down...and my mood is always crushed...sorry just the way it works... My dog is dying and I'm sad...yes I know he has been for three years but this time he really is...last time when we thought we were going to lose him was hard enough...now this time makes me sad to even look at him...bone cancer ate away the bone in one of his back legs and they are pretty sure that it went to his lungs...he doesn't really do much anymore but sleep...he is 13 therefore if you do that dog year thing he is really 91 so he made it along time but it almost feels like he the only thing that has stayed a constant in my life...I've had him since I was in kindergarten and grew up with him...I wish pets could live forever...espically cute ones! 4 comments|post comment

[02 Feb 2005|06:57pm] [ mood | crushed ] All I want to do is go spend 3 or 4 days with my 5 closest friends from high school before we go our seperate ways...but no...I can't do that...no matter how good of a kid I've been and no matter how hard I've tried to be good at everything I do it doesn't matter...since there will be no parent there to protect me from things I've never experienced before and may wanna do I can't go...so they say they trust me but they don't because they don't think I'll make good decessions...I hate it...I do...it has to do with not be 18 as well...Even if I was 18 they still would advise aganist it...do they not understand that in less then 7 months I could be living in a dorm by myself...there I could make bad decessions too...what difference does it make...eventually I will have to go out in the real world and they'll just have to wait to see if they have rised me right... So...Kristin, Megan, Ashley, MaryLynn, and Sam...sorry I wish I could so bad...I fought it with everything I had...you guys are the greatest! Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me high What I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to you And I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so cold I never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so cold 3 comments|post comment

[20 Jan 2005|07:10pm] Why can't everyone just get along. Why do people have to lie behind other people's back. Why can't we just all love each other. I thought the drama was over until I heard some more things. I hate how people are two faced. I wish we could all just be happy but I guess that will never happen. 2 comments|post comment

Two Updates in One day [20 Jan 2005|02:37pm] [ mood | content ] 1 minute ago: Reading LJ's 1 hour ago: Watching along came Polly on HBO 1 day ago: Hmmm, I think I was probably reading lj's...yeah...no life 1 year ago: A year ago today...I dunno...maybe with Bryce?? Words to describe the situation of now: I hate being sick and feel dumb for missing the first day of a new semester...oh well Things I want: everything to turn out wonderful in the end... and to get better soon Songs listened to: when...right now...none...recently...hmmm...i dunno Things accomplished: watched a lot of movies and TV Windows open: Ok...confused if you mean house windows none, if you mean computer windows, 2. Things around the computer: Tv, printer, playstation, keyboard, futon...a bunch of stuff Thoughts of now: I'm really content right now and I like it E-mails: do i have any?...just lj e-mailing me to tell me steven replied to a comment Lyric: "I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh, I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away" Random: My basement is cold! Spell your name backwards: YMA. just add a c and it could be YMCA and I couls be ACMY Where do you live?: Frederick Describe yourself in three words: content, worried, hmm, happy.. Who is your worst enemy?: hmm, i don't think I have enemies...do I? If you could have ANY animal for a pet, what would it be?: a snake...yeah...or panda haha Do you know what a spork is?: Yeah, they have them at taco bell What is the latest you've ever stayed up?: i dunno, probably until like 4 or something Ever been to Belgium?: Nope... Toothbrush: umm, i think its blue..? Jewelry worn daily: my "class" ring Underwear: it has betty boop on it and its pink, white, and black... Shoes: none Nail polish: none Handbag: i have a bag kinda thing from target with fruit on it that ashley tried to steal...yes Favorite top: ummm, hmm, i really like my billabong shirt thats brown and says from sunrise to sunset...and my conserve water, shower with a friend...yeah Favorite pants: paris blues that I have they fit nicely Perfume: I wear some bath and body work body spary but that's about it CD in stereo right now: umm, i think its seether in my car and none in my one in my room Tattoos: none...but i'm suppose to get an A on my foot with incubus bubbles once kristin is 18...yes... Piercings: My ears...but I rarely wear earrings. Current music: None.. Wearing: umm, a pair of jeans and my hard rock cafe shirt from LA Hair: wet Makeup: haha, no In my mouth: teeth and a tongue...yes In my head: I think my brain Hearing: Me typing on the keyboard...I type loud Wishing: It was suppose to snow some more like tonite although I do need to go to school After this: stay on-line for awhile 6 comments|post comment

[20 Jan 2005|11:19am] I finally becoming the person I've always wanted to be...standing up for myself and being able to say no...and for once that makes me truely happy... ( Curious? ) post comment

[14 Jan 2005|03:32pm] You scored as Indie Rock. Indie Rock. </td> Indie 54% Indie Rock 54% Emo & More 46% Classic Rock. 38% Mainstream 38% Country 38% Industrial 33% Punk and Pop Punk. 33% Ska 33% Hardcore 33% Britpop 25% Hip Hop and Rap 17% Music Recommendation created with QuizFarm.com I don't think this is very true... 3 comments|post comment

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